In the past few moments, seconds, minutes, hours, days, maybe months of not updating my blog, i have heard, seen, experienced, felt a lot of different things.
REcently, i heard terrible stories from frens about my good frens betraying.U wud be tinking 'y the hell sud i care?' well i sud.it's something wrong.the thing she's doing. In my eyes,she's wrong. BUT who am I to say that. i got no rights over her.
My dear frens, u see, life hurts 85% of our living life. Wat do u xpect? Retribution is always on our waiting list aside from death. At least that is a discount for those who has been betrayed, cheated, hurt, blah blah blah. There is a reason behind every single thing that we do.
That day at work, Bob told me ' Penat seh...takkan everytime nak kepit je. Kau mesti nk kena spend time with ur family.Just u..nt with me der. Nanti da kahwin nak kena kepit lagi hari2. tk paham2 ah.' i nodded in agreement, catching glimpses at my dear boyfren who just sat quietly down der. hes quiet cos he knows hes like dat.
Everybody needs a little time away. Even lovers need a holiday.
Which is wat i believe in. BUT he....tsk tsk tsk i need not sAY more. Sometimes i wish im single like farisah but bcos i love him so much dat i cant let him go. Maybe that's wat they call LOVE.Right Dayah?
Am i to die soon? i dont know...been having weird and scary dreams lately. I duno if its Satans' play but u can never know. I am scared..i juz hope it is Satans' play.They can be a real big bitch sometimes.
Ive been thinking of certain ppl lately.I duno y.I think i miss them. No..ive been thinking of 1 ppl lately.I miss him.Im not supoz to but juz tinking.Its not that bad right?
I miss my gals as always.I spoke with Nana on that day.Great chat. Met up with Far n Dayah. great night eventhough it was just the 3 of us.I bought this gorgeous bag.black bag.nice....Cant wait to meet u ppl tomorrow.
I know some of the paragraphs in my entry are confusing.Forgive me.It is just something i type at random.so many thoughts that i cudnt grab on one and type it out nicely.
