1. Hari raya was norm. The last few days of raya adi n i went to his grandpaarent's home to break fast. How did anyone could ever expected that THAT was the last time i saw him. Never again.
Then on the 25th of October, 2nd day of Hari Raya, his grandad passed away. We cried in each other's arms. Death of somone i love is a trauma. I know i just knew his grandad but i loved him like how i love Atok.
2. School sux. ive been counselled by Mr Chong twice for latecoming, not coming, and yah... Said im gon fail more modules or get debarred at the end of e sem at e rate im goin. wel..into my right and outta my left. as usual.
3. Uncle Pakir, Uncle Naz's bez fren, passed away last week if im not mistaken. Accident. His bike rammed into the tree. He was in India. I gez he juz gave up on gals and life that when his dad called him down to India for him to get married, he went ahead. He died a tragic death. ITs either hes drunk or sleepy.haiz....and the saddest part is his wife is expecting next mth. Too much is going on. Haunted by these going ons.
4.Today, mmy is nagging like nobody's bnez. Angry at Ryn going for her USUAL soccer training. But she juz cudnt resist venting it to e rest of us. We dun mind but we juz dun understand why. Wonders............
Going out tonight, taking Ain and Ryn to the movies. of coz with Adi along. I feel that they deserve this treat. Ain din make it to Sec sch but its the grade and the improvements that made me proud. Eng G 3 Malay G 3 Maths pulled her down. Shes short of 5 marks to pass her Maths. Very sayang......However shes the top five in her class. She deserve a treat. She has worked so hard and i know. Ryn has been taking over my past job, "maid", pity her loads. After sch clean e hs, cook den can rez. Everyday..juz like how id xperience b4. If i didnt have to work i wud help u dear but i hv to work. She deserve e treat too.
5.I miz my gals loads. i duno y but i fil so down sudenli. If u love me...den let go of me..i wont be....Weight of the world by evanescence. they are my fav grp lah....Lithium is the best track on the album. I wana stay in love with my sorrow..oh...but God! i wana let it go....
Love y'all Life is precious Grab all those chances that u stumbled upon U can never know wen u wil hv to go
