I assume all of u wud noe dat i failed 2 freaking modules.1 is AAA which i expected to.e other is like fucking JAP sia...n its an IS module.NON-EXAMinable mod sak.
wen i saw my result,i was at work.i cudnt believe my eyes.emptineZ.blur confuse dumbfounded hurt..i called adi n told him e news.dgr suara dia je trus breakdwn.no wasting time.I NEVER EVER FAILED (in exams dat is) anything in my life.tersedak2 ah nangis
den i kol mmy.she was shock but she cant blame me cos its not like i fail e mod due to not studying but coz of e kl trip.i felt so damn sad ah coz i dissappointed her.NOW i noe how it feels like to FAIL n REPEAT! this is e most abyss PART of my academic life.Never ever had i imagine myself failing.
wen i reached hm,b4 dat adi fetch me frm work n we had dinner,mmy was like being in a cheerful mood cos she noe i'll cry if she cry.abeh kan dia kata aku nangis buruk..:( huk huk..sal budak tk pernah fail jadi bile fail 1st time buruk MUAHAHAHAHA
den...uhmm...ya den like dat ah.i was sad.yah hahackz sori aku tk tahu nk ckp pe
ok..to mk matter worst my best gal in clas saajee failed all modules like seriously ALL modules!!!!!!i hv no idea wat shes doing i need to counsel her haha kesian seh dia
so sad lah...i tell you...
den on e day i FAILED i went kl with adi n mama.C adi's cousin,Adah,baby's. its a boy.................................................n hes so freaking cute lah...................gerramm aku tgk...............................................i love him to bits.hes so so so so so so cute............................................................name dia zaki al mahdi bin zahwan stylo siol....tpi nama bapa dia tk style.boring.................hahahahahaha n i miz him...mine...ours....well hahahah
we stayed der for 3 days 2 nights n we went hm by bus with adi's grdprnts oso.so sweet..... i miz em liao wen toking2 now
den we buy loads of food best!!!!!yum2 but along e way wen im alone..when no one is paying attention my mind drift...blown by e wind in all direction and deep down inside i just wana cry.i hvnt had enuff of crying for my failure. i juz wana cry n cry n cry n cry til my lake of tears dried up. haiz.......but i juz take it in my stride.i noe He's challenging me.well He likes me dats y he aims at me hahahahah (jgn marah eah tuhan..) cock sia me..i love to secret tok with Him dun tel ani1 sshh......
nwaes looking at e bright side i n yana get to go to e same classes as we hv self timetabling yippee!!!!!!!!!!!!! Lives e term 'when u c feezah u c yana" hahahahha ol gd memories
puasa nk dekat...cant wait to purify my soul perish al my sins..wel at least i tried hehe
luv al of u.. n my dearest wan, hapi bdae to u!muackz to al n gd nite
luv my skinny boy hus puttin on weight.dah 95kg eah syg????nk lose 5kg in 2 wks time kaper????cian ayg aku MY LOVE FOR YOU WILL NEVER END
