hei dearZ...i hope y'all doing just fine.hang in der dayah...mayb hes working too hard for the both of u n dats y he's like crap shit.it's good to hear yana and sheikh working things out.i pray u guys let each other noe wat u guys like and dislike bt each other.i hope dayah and dot can do dat.can u dear?NANA!!nauty eah...skip sch....:p....hehe u n jali r so in love.i love to see ure in love even after being together for so long.i mis farisah...i saw her at bugisnyer old chang kee.shes working there.me,mmy n ryn drop by and said hi.and aida my dear....try to tok to him and see whether he has something that bothers him bt u.he maybe doesnt wana tok bt it coz he fear dat u mite freak out and start blabbering shit..but e fact is u probably cant accept e things he dislike bt u.maybe e "thing" is pulling him down dat mks him change.jgn lak kau dah ajak dia bual kau ngamok dgn dia.it works both way.i dun like to hear u hurt u noe..work things out k.if there is really nothing..maybe hes just darn tired or lAZY.muackz
i noe...i noe...ive been REALLY B-U-S-Y and u guys duno wats goin on wit me.im sori girls...k..let me briefly tell u wats been hapening.
valentine was unxpected n unforgettable!adi fetch me and gave me a bouquet of flowers with rochers in it.kite gy marina to watch a movie but there wasnt ani great one.i forgot...u noe wat????!!!!he ask me to hold the flowers while window shoppin.kau............malu giler seh aku!!tapi...as i saw minahs and ah-lians carryin flowers in their hands,i felt proud and gd bt MY flower.akunyer ada chocs.haha they are all so envious of me.MUAHAHA....haha den kite jln2...tgk katil lah wedding gowns lah...prasan...den we went for dinner.aku ingatkan dia nk ajak aku mkn pat kedai kopi ke faz fd restaurant skali he brought me to breeks cafe.he had reserved a table der.so kite mam..aku tgh bual2 tibe2 ada dua pekerja sana dtg pat table kite holding a bag with Perlini Silver printed on it.terpranjat aku..he bought me a necklace with heart-shaped pendant.it was e best valentines EVER!
k...mmynyer bdae on e 10 kan.so me and adi ajak dia kuar on e 9.kite ajak dia jln2...jln pe jln...adui...naik sakit kaki mak...den kite ajak dia gy mam.adakah kite da pat orchard dia ajak kite gy toapayo to eat tom yam seafood ban mien pat fork n spoon.tk tol ah org tua tu.kite pon ye kan aje ah...den we surprise her n bring her to swensen.lantak lah...makan je...back at hm..i gave ryn and ain duit beli kek and balloons.haha...n u noe wat...our bdae prezzie for her was 1 carton of green tea.hahahaha!!!she is so addicted to it dat if ders no grn tea at hm she wil not drink for e whole day ah.giler eah.aft dinner..kite ilek2 den lik.dats when u guys help me.tanx a load for e help!!she was reali touched u guys remembered her.smpai umah adik2 aku pun surprise her.i gez it was her bez day..and e nxt day...i was broke.ahaha
if some of u guys remember kak siti..u noe my bez gal pat umah lama aku at tp blk 15...kakak dia,aunty ogy,passed away on 12/3 tk salah.n she is mmy's bez gal.it was unbelievable.i cant accept it initially...still....haiz...:( to make matter worst kak siti nikah on e 15/3.it was heart wrenching for her.i didnt believe her wen she told me of the tragedy.on her wedding day itself,i was actually hoping to see aunty ogy der.wen she wasnt reali der,reality hits me.i begin to accept e fact dat shes gone...slowly...i was depressed.her daughter,lala,hus 5+ by way,was der wen her mother died.she drowned in e pool and lala was in front of her.but kak siti and i tink it was due to medication.she was very close with her mother.i loved her like my own sis.her mother and her was a part of my life.dis is e first time in my life someone so dear and close to me died.i duno how to face it and deal with it.i tried..but i juz cant seem to accept it yet..i duno gals...i love u...n now i wonder wat wud i react n b if atok or mmy is going to b e nxt one...?or if ani 1 of u guys....or adi.....dun tok bt my siblings..dey'r my flesh and blood...i wud rather die for u and them den i suffer and noe ani1 of u guys r no longer living.
i pray for aunty ogy...i cried one nite..missin her laughter..her voice..she's very unique..dats y ppl remember her.i hope lala can move on...
haiz.........yes dis are e days of my life...im at e brink of tears while doing this blog.only God noes...miz n luv u guys...n i luv my adi more with every passing days...muackzzz
